This is not a poem just feelings

Don't leave me here
Mystified and almost entirely justified
Feeling crazy and skipping beats
Feeling how far my soul has fallen
Hyped and trying to beat life
back in the darkening light
Free Falling into the light of day
Just to see how beautiful it was
You just were never here
You couldn't have helped me anyway

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Every ticking clock breaks and fades
Busting to a million pieces clogged with dust
Finally fading to a jagged memory
Lovers always get back together
A couple pages must have been missing
from their fairy tale ending
The fights and saline tears
all ended in my book
Soaking the pages full of misery

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Blocked calls and cries
fill the hearkening darkness
How could have we met?
In a perfect world
swollen with its disgusting pride?
Calmness drifts and flows
The tide ebbs at the stony face of oblivion
All while countless lives face the horrors of love

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A thousand words left to die
upon the broken wings of angels
Choking out the weeds and lies of oneself
Losing itself to normalcy