This Is The End...Succubus(I'm sorry everyone, I let you down)

I was so sure..
That I had achieved what I had fought so hard to keep alive
The only place you will find me now, is in your dreams
Just like you said, dear
It is all hopless now
The chains are cut, and now I am falling to pieces
You framed me for the last time
Making me out to be the bad guy, you sold your soul to someone else
And now I'm falling forever..into a cold oblivion

You made me thought I could do the impossible
And I did it on a lie
You swore to me this was the last time
But I find your words more skeptical than your emotions that frame that pretty little face of yours..

Your conscience is clear now...I'll take all the pain that you hold inside you
Even now your betrayal means nothing...you are free to go
I will endure this suffering the way I always have..alone
It seems much better that way...its what you wanted all along

Waiting for you was a fools errand..
I knew it this whole time, yet I chose to ignore the signs
Love truly is blind, if even I did not seem to recognize obviousness of the truth
The truth hurt too much to bare..but I assume it had to come like this for me to accept it
You should know my life will never be the same again...because this time
I was sure I had it this time...it was fate that brought us together
But it was your choice, that lead us to this

Our children, are now just a memory
Long forgotten, and murdered inside your heart
I know now that everything I've done, was in vain
Maybe I should've believed the people I called ignorant fools
And saved myself the trouble

For so long I thought I had a hold of my own reality
And I could prevent this from happening
But again, it slipped through my fingers
No matter how hard I try, I can never seem to make things right

Tell me what I have done wrong?
I need answers if not then, how 'bout now?
Our future is gradually fading through your actions
To destroy us..
Perhaps there never was an us...and this is how you use people to get what you want..
You lied through your teeth in that innocent smile of yours
Able to hypnotize me with those gorgeous but deadly eyes
You sure can put on such a marvelous play

I'd like to watch over and over
But the ending is just too much to bare

I know that I could've given you, what cannot be taken
I know that love is not a matter to be played around with
But you sure played me good
And you have taken everything from me..and again I am left with nothing to show for my hard work..

You have no idea what my dreams could show you..
Beneath the surface, do you really know who and what I am?
Did you really love me, like you said or was I just another obstacle in your way?
You understood the power you had over me, and yet you chose to abuse it..
C'mon darling, face the music, your guilty face shows what you hold inside..

Your shock is absolute and concludes your stupidity
That you said you would never do
I cannot let this feeling go..
I cannot let you go
My feelings are too deep, down to the root of my being
Who I am to judge and point a finger at you..
It wouldnt change anything now..

You of all people should know
Love is not a game, especially not mine
Dont underestimate me, that'll be a failure on your part
You may have invaded my mind and my body
But there's something that I always keep.....my PRIDE!!!!

You seem so agitated with the truth
Why cant you, of all people, just come clean
Fess up to your wrongs, we all have to
Its better to face your demons now than later
When there will be no one to tell you its okay
There's no more reason to hide behind your innocence
It will not save you this time...

I'm only saying these harsh things because its the truth
And the truth hurts, beyond words
I know this from experience
I dont want you to regret anything that you've done in your life
I dont want you to suffer the harsh lonliness that I've endured
The pain..is never ending

Your heart could not bare the struggle, that I've experienced
In my time of twenty years, I've suffered more than people could imagine
I feel more than most people about the human emotion you call "love"
I feel your embrace all around me, its almost haunting
Am I destined to have this burden
When you are long gone...forever to wander this world feeling this way?

Tell me why
Tell me how
And tell me when, this all started to go down hill

Dont feel bad for what you did..
Just tell me, from your own mouth
Tell me the truth that strikes at your heart and mine
I wanted to make things right for you darling..
I wanted to magically heal you
And forever feel you within my soul

You cannot face this nightmare alone...not without me
There is so much to say, in such a short amount of time
Not enough to have you understand fully
I am conceited into thinking that your love for me, pales in comparison to the love I have for you..

Your silence, says it all
Just to kiss your lips once more, would only sadden and break me in two
I would be left wanting more..never to cease this everlasting heartache
Your complexion purifying me every time I touch, never wanting to let go of your gracious hospitality

You're supposed to be one of "us" not "them"
Prove me wrong in returning to the way you were before
No more secrets, no more lies, and halve-truths
For I gave you none
Except one, that you have not known as of yet
But, you first..love
I dont deserve to be in anymore pain
Release me from my prison
You alone have the key..you've kept me waiting long enough..
Now, set me free..

I'm already breaking down into nothing..my emotions and my will to contain them has been demolished..I cant hold back anymore..and it shows know sign of stopping..

(I'm not sure I'm finished)