Like a fish out of water,
It is hard to breath,
So many new things surrounding me.
Like a fish outta water,
You can't really see,
All the good and the bad,
Coming too be
New place,
New school,
New house,
New rules.
Nothings really the same anymore,
I have no idea how to deal with this too,
So many things to work with in this move.
No friends,
New house,
Never ends.
Too many things can't really be real?
Why can't I make sense of how I feel?
Confused?
Betrayed?
All I want to do is feel the same way,
That I did before I was told,
That we were moving once again.
What about my friends?
My life?
Not to cause so much strife, but right now I am just confused?
My mind is rushing through the move.
I just really want to understand how can this be?
6 months ago everything was fine,
Nothing really changing,
Nothing on the line,
Now everything has changed and is gone,
All the memories created here wasted although fond.
Boxes against the wall,
Just waiting on everything to fall,
But guess the joke is on me now,
Wasn't really sure on the when,
But always knew the how.
Now a date is set in stone,
Why is everyone so ready to be alone?
Can't really call my own place home.
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Found out when we were moving, and now I am just freaked out. I have lived in this place for 5 years or so, and I really don't want to move again. *head desk* I wish this was making more sense.
Argh
With love
Kari
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I think you should call this Confused and Sad.. but that is what I think... I hate that you are moving... I have written so many poems about you moving and me being sad... I just haven't gotten around to putting them on here. You better keep in touch!
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Will do Hammy!
I will try to email you at least once a day!
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I moved alot too
you hit right on the nail. I enjoy the way you express you thoughts. thanks -
I grew up moving - I moved for the first time when I was 2, and have averaged a move every three years since then...and I am 55 now - and have lived where I am for 9 years - so some moves were not very far apart. It is not easy, it is hard leaving a place you have grown to love, and that you have made some great friends you are leaving behind. At least you can keep in touch over the internet. You don't give a reason for the move, but that is in some ways not important,but if it is for a job then it is a good move. Funny how things work out in the end. You will settle in to your new school, make some friends, and while you will always have a place in your heart for those friends you left behind, your new friends will start to hold a special place as well. Moving is hard, no doubt about it. How you handle the move will make all the difference...keep a postive attitude.
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Thanks, you pegged it.
We are moving for a new job, but I really don't know how to be the new kid again. I don't want to be the new kid again.
I feel sorry for you, you have moved a lot as well. It must have bit really bad, no real sense of normalcy.
I guess that is what I am looking for, some basic part of me that can find that bit of normal to latch onto and ride for as long as I need.
Thanks for the comment!
Kari
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