[ 7-31-09 ]

7-31-09
You don’t know what you have until you lose it
You cant always get what you want, you cant chose it.
Time passes by with no meaning
Your emotions soar with without reasoning
You don’t know your strength until its tested
You don’t know what you take for granted until its rested
You don’t know the value of a smile or a pair of open arms
You don’t know the length of an hour unless your in harm
Everybody takes for granted, what some people don’t even know exist
We don’t realize were just a tiny speckle in this mist
Our lives are not always what they seem
Sometimes advice we get, is not exactly reassuring…
What I’m trying to get at is that you are not promised tomorrow
So we cant sit around with our sorrow
You have to take what you have and cherish it more than life itself
You never know what cards can be dealt…
Live for today as if it’s the last day of forever
Cherish the memories and enjoy lifes pleasure.





a little note:
So I wrote this because my emotions are insane and my insecurities are getting me nowhere in life. I let them bring me down to much. Living with this type of worthlessness and hurt is very hard. Some days its hard to not just give up. But what I often refuse to realize is that im not nliving in the past anymore… I cant. At some point I have to let go of everything.. But then I realize that you never get more than you can handle… there’s no reason to break down… You just need someone to talk to about things… Okay, im getting a little bit off topic, sorry. Everything just seems so messy lately and this poem was suppose to be just kind of a lift up. A reminder than Im a luckie girl no matter what has happened. Im luckie not because of who I am or what I am… but because I have the most amazing people in my life who are there for me and are ready to take on this crazy tragic world with me… Right by my side, hand in hand. Always.