Guilty As Charged....

I couldn't breathe all day
It's like you took my life away
Anxiety settles in
Can't concentrate
I can't think from within
I'm losing my mind
A struggling conflict
The future, I wish I could predict
A loss that I can never get back
No matter how hard I try
I have to face the fact
Pushed you away
With the hurtful words that I say
I'll regret it until my dying day
I would tell you in person
But you wouldn't listen anyway
So this is my apology
This is the only way
Express how I feel
Try to convince you it's real
You gave me my chance, but I only disappoint
I know my place, I wish I could reappoint
Turn back the hands of time
Fix the wrong doings
Hurting you is a punishable crime
Lock me up and throw away the key
I'll serve my sentence because the moment I'm free
I'm coming for you and I'll hope you see
You mean more than just a friend to me
I still can't believe the pain I've dealt
I wanna end my life
Maybe that will bring an end to the pain you felt