Door closed...

I met up with you so I could have closure.
I met up with you so I could see your face, and remember it always.
I met up with you so I could see the man who I onced loved and cared deeply about.
I met up with you so I could see the man who abused me in ways that are only seen in my nightmares now.
I met up with you so I could tell you what I think of you.
I met up with you so I could believe in myself again.
I met up with you so I could be able to love someone again.
I met up with you so I could smile, and actually mean it.
I met up with you so I could tell you what I think of what you have done.
I have closure now.
I have no idea why I always want to remember your face.
I have loved and cared about long enough.
I have ended those nightmares.
I have told you all of what I think of you.
I have started believing in myself again.
I have loved someone for sometime now, and it has taken me forever to get to this place.
I have smiled for the first time today, and meant it.
I have told you about what you have done.
I am now, and forever over you because you are a selfish no good rapist who doesn't care about anyone besides yourself when you should care about your fiancee' and newly born son.
So, I thank you for giving me a chance to realize that there are bad people out there, and that they can even been in the oddest places like your church home.