can't see why

i seen you laughing with her
you said it was nothing
but i swear it looked like something
maybe it was the way you looked at her
or the way you reached out to touch her
when you moved her hair from her face
you said it was nothing
but it didn't feel that way
i should have realized everything before
but i was just dumb and blind
hoping i was the only one for you
i guess i wasn't even on that list huh?
all those times you said you'd call me back
i bet you were talking to her huh?
all those times i asked to come see you
and you said  you were with your friends, you were with her huh?
your such a dirty bastered
i want to do so much to you
teach you a lesson
but the heartache cripples each and every bone in my body
how could you do this to me?
i would have settled for you dumping me
but cheating on me?
after all the time i put into you!
after all those tears i cried over you
i thought you cared
i guess i just wanted some one to care so bad
that i believed everything you said
i wish i never met you
i wish...i wish...i could get over all this...