Tuesday?

I woke up at 5:30
cracked my eyelids and felt lonely
saw the keystone tower
saw the table corner cut down
realized I was on the couch
still in last nights dirty laundry
- silence broken bossman called me
sayin they just won't need me
feelin worhtless and slightly angry
I put my face into my old blue pillow
and tried not to notice
a smell of sweat and stale beer
I slept then tell eleven
woke up and went to asleep again
27 minutes later
I found movie
thank god remotes in an arm's reach
two hours past, let's waste some money
chinese delivery
6 crab ragoons down, I'm doin fine.
Norris in MIA
Edwards in Hulk
two movies down I feel the sulk
maybe clean this piece of shit apart
- put away the swords
two boxes destroyed last evening
corner of the coffee tables missing
lots of sawdust on the floor
orange street cone half as tall now
the 30 pack is fuckin empty
i think it's like 2:30
fuck I'm bored
rememeber: move out in two days
rearrange my room
halfway done
remember friend who
-has the day off too
call em up
set up a chill
glad to be outta here
first - sit naked on my toilet brooding
thinkin' up what your reading
shower singin about some girl leavin'
    no one in mind...
shower done
I write this quickly
no spell check neccesarry
heres my life's work freedom
procrasination beliefs and agations
somber rhetoric innovations
sliver painted cans for laymen
certification in the corner
books piled behind the road signs
burn marks on my shoulder
I think my pinkys broken
pillow torn
feathers on the floor
so thats half of
my tuesday waitin
hope to finish when I found

it.