Back to the Beginning

Anticipation growing inside of me

A knotted feeling in my chest

I hardly remember to breath

As things before me

Finally are moving forward

In a more positive light

Things have been bleak

Seemingly cold

Despite the weather

It felt harsh and subdued

With good news comes new hope

Stepping out of the entrapped set of mind

Unwillingly there

Imprisoned after time

Feeling masked and untrue

Sadden and disappointed how I've changed

Based on the journey of the past year

Stressed and torn down

Bad luck evident

I didn't feel patient and nurturing like before

When all was well

I was happy and true

I guess I didn't handle

The curve ball life dealt me

Very well

No choice but to go along

Hoping to live that good and happy life

Once again

I suppose we took it all for granted

It was time

To be set straight

It's been painful

Hurtful

Annoying

Challenging

Tough

So much explored

I'm just so anxious to start over

Rid of all our debt

More peace of mind

And patience for family