how do i say this
i'm
how do i say this
i
lived for a while
and tried to forget
followed the waves of good tidings
and found a hit and miss understanding,
with the possibility
that you're not coming back
slowly increasing.
maybe the baby is crying
or maybe the girl is laughing,
maybe the girl is stoned
or maybe she's everything,
maybe she's gone.
i just smear my colors together,
abuse the surface
with a depth hollowed out by frustration,
it works sometimes.
yeah it should be a nice thing,
to find a person happy.
but i can't cheer on
and i can't give solace
no i can't even communicate
this wasn't our doing,
there are circumstances.
there are choices
and we've made them.
heading in all directions
with three different results
and i keep tracing the maze
back to its beginning,
and i keep wondering if i'll ever
get to talk with you again.
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i'm doing fine.
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you can read this in many ways. ...i like it
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i miss you so much jenna. i wish things weren't like this. i hate it and i'm not intending to go back to that old life. if you ever want to talk to me i am always around, ok?
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i'll understand if i never get your call. just know that i'm here and i live in the same town as you. i'm just not living the life that you are anymore.
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