I L-O-V-E
how you choose to opt out of
this convorsation
leaving me with nothing
but your sleeping body
and those buligerant words
gnashing wild teeth and
thundering thorns
around every last crevice in my heart
(stop acting like you see every truth
we all know your paranoia is just another lie
becconing the reasoning that is my abnormality)
there's always a break before the last fall
in the city streets
the lamp posts just arent enough
to get around in the dark
keep on picking apart
every last peice of what is me
this elaborate puzzle i've put to use
to keep me from being anyone else
and yet you say that i should try more often
to be myself
what else have i been doing for the last
20 years?
do you not understand a damn thing
in which i stand for?
[keep knitpicking me apart
to find every last flaw
until there is nothing left of me]
thoughts.
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Seems as if you have a rough relationship with a family member who doesn't quite understand you, yet is quick to dismiss everything you are in favor for everything they "think" you are.....(?)
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about my boyfriend actually. we had a rough night. it seems like there are too many of those-- filled with paranoia and countless half hearted smiles. thanks for your comment! i could see where you would get that.
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