note to self:

always remember to take into account the time.Rather the time you have to get something done or the time you take to appreciete someone or something. Because you don't know where the time will go. I don't have enough sand in my hour glass to let me fears control what I do or let my curse of procrastination get in my way. So I just need to enjoy every moment,and take each day is it comes. live with the idea that I can die tomorrow,plan and dream assuming I have forever  and laugh off everything that I screw up in. Also I need to appreciete those in my life and tell them how much I love them,because I don't know when they will be taken away from me...


I know in my heart Joshua that you will live for many years to come.I thank God for it.I just have to believe 100% and not let an ounce of doubt slip in.I am trying...