I Can't Be What You Want Me To Be

Im sick and tired of your demands
you push me and push me
i know you're scared of losing control
so you snap your whip harder expecting more
i give you all that i can
i dont know what your expecting
whipped and beaten so hard
ive lost all feeling
i know your scared when you look in my eyes
blank and dead
numb from the inside out
i cant feel you there
you tugging on my arm
trying to pull me back out
but why?
why do you want me back?
everything i do
is a mistake to you
youve already gone and done it
youve about killed me inside
dont try to fix it
im already numb
i cant feel you at all
why do you care
im just the underdog
i want to be me
not a second you
breaking people down
bending their will
sick and twisted like you
im tired of being what you want me to be
im done with this sickness
ive become so numb
im becoming just a souless body
im leaving now
before im completly gone
i cant be what you want me to be