longing

Ive longed...
for so long.

to love...
to be loved.

To live...
for God first.

young lady...
second place.

A husband...
A father.

loving,
no other...

than Him,
and her.

and son...
or daughter!

A tear...
so salty.

the girl...
dont love me.

But...

my Shepherd...
my Father.

I know...
you've planned.

So here...
Ill stand.

In love...
in mercy.

lead...
and guide me.

thank you...
so kindly!

Author notes

I just watched the movie Juno. Of course in a movie from today, they throw in crap. But I hope that a lot of people have seen it regardless. It put a positive light on sex before marriage, I didnt like that. The Bible clearly states that that is wrong. However they also put a positive light on having the baby, not getting an abortion! The story was well done, and faced what I believe a lot of young people face today. Any-who, the ending was well done.

But the movie, put with what Ive been feeling for a long time, kinda clashed. I want so much to have a young lady that I can love and support. That I can be a crying shoulder to, and a listening ear. As Ive probably said before, a young lady that I can pray with, sing praises with (as well as other music. But praise is pretty epic! :-P) an inner P.S she'd have to not mind my terrible voice :-P. Asking a lot I know. But anyways, you get the pic. I also do want to be a father. Though definitely a lot of responsibility, and hard core work would need to be done on my part. But Im trying to live for a hardcore God, so I guess Im in luck. lol, I hope you enjoyed the poem.