Listen,Breath,Bleed

I put the shadow man away
As far as I could
I put the knife
In a place no one would know
In my chest
Bleeding to death
No!
You wouldnt know
Dead people are walking round
Ready to claim me
But you wouldn't know

Listen

I wish you would hate me
For a paracite I have become
I desgust myself
When I see your tears fall
What have I done?
What can I do?
If only I knew
Should I disapear?

Breath

But through underestimation
I push onward
Trying not to be the shadow
That I once was
For a love
That I have lost the desire...
To understand

Perserveriance
Throughout all odds
I still made it this far

Bleed

As I put the shadow away
Through underestimation
Here I come a nightmare
A ghost
The dirt house
Here I go
A vapor of my past action
I put the knife
Where you would never know...

Never know.

Listen
Breath
Bleed

As I feel the itch
Undying  in the back of my brain...

Help me!