modern liars for modern times

keep my name out of your mouth
if all that comes out are words
of hateful ripped to shreds covered
comments that make the Innocent
shed a tear.
who the hell do you think you are?
coming around here on your high horse
thinking your god's answer to perfection
beauty and passion.
you are nothing more
than the scum that feeds
at the bottom
of my boot heel.
once upon a time
months ago
I would of listen
to your cover-up romantics
confused by repressed lust feelings.
but sir you tricked me
tricked her
until believing there was nothing wrong.
you broke what was left of
her empty soul
and in return she did the same.
you took her back,
just like that.
fuck-ups always connect to one another.
so when you think that you,
you,
could trash me behind my back
to someone who
gives
a
damn
about
me.
remember I told you
I loved you
but that was all thrown away
when I stupidly gave in to your requests.
I became nothing more than a play toy.
you threw me away
and I never looked back
at what of could of been.
because my future with you
I saw with her
and I wasn't ready_
willing to let some man
run me over with his insecurities
his lies
his overly love for power
over the weak.
lets face it
I will never be that weak.
so next time you have something
smart to say
I will simply point out
are you happy?
you will
probably take some time
to think about it.
you will probably won't have
an very clear answer.
just say something sarcastic
and what you call witty
but if you asked me
I will tell you I am happy.
there's finally no complications in my life.