I welcomed you to my life.
Thought of you like family.
You might even say I looked up to you.
That night scars me.
Burning in my sol.
Randy,...HOW COULD YOU?
You were the brother I never had.
Tainted thought cross my mind.
The squeeking of the door echoes in my head.
I was so your.
I'm terrified of the darkness I hold inside.
Blurred memories of all you said.
I just want to forget the memories.
Forget them all.
Forget your touch.
I cry thinking about it.
You poisoned my soul
For hating you so much.
I hid it away.
For months harboring a secret.
But then I slipped.
A black hole.
A tumor of sorts.
Relieved as it was ripped.
My secret is dark.
No one understands.
And no one helped.
You'll never know what i went through
When you tore me apart.
And the aching i felt.
Please tell me what you think
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Anguish is felt as trembling and traveling pang, aching throughout every facet of your human stature... and beyond.
"The secret..." (in a literal sense) "thoughts become things" and so they do....
and so they do.
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This is something that i kept hidden from many people for a very long time. Thank you SO much for that comment.
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You are SO welcome.
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