Sense of Ease

Destiny seems to have an ever watchful eye on me
                        Always one step ahead
          Seeing the tests of my, strength and my will to live...
          How fiercly I love...
              How tragedy strikes my heart, flails in agony
                            Truth be told my thoughts linger in, desparation and obsession;
                    Insanity and wide eyed inside this skull-like crevice...

                          Fate it seems, has already found my weakness
                                  Gaining trust and knowledge; vengence than vendetta
                Scream, Scream til your lungs burst, emotion drawn in such haste
                                                  No thought process necessary
                                        To draw out the pain inside.
                                                        Faith in what comes natural
                            Blood, sweat, and tears lingers on these callused hands.
                        I will not be riddled with complacent and ignorant views of others

                                                Love you til my place of perch is keeled
                                        Hate me if you will, but set aside our differences
                                              Open up your eyes and watch your vision be peeled
                                        Balance your endeavors with your morality
                                                  Standing between the face of evil
                                                        Whispering to the faith, it wants it..
                                                                To be augmented by mortal ears

                                            Staring death in the face,
                                                        Unable to control the factors
                                                  All upon which fate delivers
                                      Carry on as our lives ment nothing..nothing..
                                             
                                                Sitting in a lively room,
                                              Speaking without reason
                                                      Blindfolded to the truth.
                                    Questions are eluding the path that must we..
                                                      Follow down as we desecrate, 
                                        The holiness of our gift that we severely dont deserve..

                          The solemn sweetness of the embrace I hold
                                          Having me almost kneal in admiration and worship
                                  I am dying on the inside..without your voice
                                                        Without your touch
                                              Without doubt that I love you
                        I am hopless, and chiseled into whatever you may desire
                                                And a slave to your whim..
                 
                        Futhermore, into which I claim as my throne, my "kingdom"
                                  This heap of rubble, a complete shithole
                      My inquiry, my prison that remains empty
                                With only my presence and thoughts that occupy
                              Sweet loneliness, bitter solitary desolation
                                            A whole lot of nothing...
                                                So alone..

                                      Guide me to your bosom,
                  I dont want to feel like this..dont let me suffer alone
                        Fit perfectly together like two halves of a story
                                        Beginning and End
                            Dont be the first to cast the stone on me
                                  My only crime was devoting myself to you

            Knowingly, I know
    But acting like I'm not worth your time
Doing more harm than good
Dont be heartless, dont be inconsiderate about it
Careful how you present yourself
And how you leave..