Your Love

the pain of the blade,
is not nearly as painful as the pain and suffering you put me through.

You killed me inside,
made it hard for me to breathe,
and now it's like your haunting me,
i see you in my dreams,
thoughts,
you've taken the best of me,
and left all the bad.

it's not me anymore,
i'm not me,
i'm someone i don't know,
and i'm screaming for help,
to change me back,
but i can't,
trapped like this forever and there's nothing i can do.

dying,
you'll never help,
you never even stopped to think if you should help me or not,
you just hurt me,
your love for me,
just like a snake bite,
it hurts,
but it eventually will heal.

i wish this was all just a dream,
and when i wake up it will all be okay,
but it won't,
because it's not,
this is real,
and the truth is,
you love me,
yet you hurt me,
why?