Egotistic Bastard

Do you know who I am?
I only ask because I'm not quite sure anymore.
Screaming out for help.
But it's useless when they can't break down the door.

This isn't goodbye.
Just a friendly 'fuck you too'.
Is it so easy not to care?
'Cause it's something I never learned how to do.

So tired of wanting what I can't have,
Or missing what I did have.
Torn away.

Left out in the dark.
Why you wave your torch at everybody but me.
Left in the cold.
While you're too busy warming anybody you see.

I hate you so damn much.
And I hate me for missing you.
Why can't I just forget you?
Amnesia would do.

If I can't remember any of it,
It can't hurt me any more.

It's not just you.
Not everything's about you.

Why does everybody get to be happy?
Happy's a lie. You're just naive.

If you can read people so well,
Then look inside yourself.
You're so cold and ugly inside.
You made me more happy and more miserable than I ever felt.

Fuck you too.
I can't stand that I think about you.