And so, it ends...

I can't sleep, my mind won't let me
        Ideas, thoughts, memories...


Your voice.

pat...


Its the voice in my head.

pat...


And it hurts.

pat...


It hurts so much, you can't understand.

pat.....pat...

My teardrops on the sheets

pat...pat....pat.....sniffle.........pat...



My universe, collapsing, just like you said. {Just like you promised.}

I blink and I blink, and I blink some more,
                                    the tears won't go away...


The dull vacancy inside my chest won't stop hurting!!




                                                                  I know you don't give a fuck.


                              But I do.



I thought you were different....I thought you were real....

                                                  ....the reply from my text, a voice inside my phone.



You were.....more real, than anything lately.                    I guess I can't be loved.




      You may hate me for saying this, you can think what you want, but you'll always be.....



...mah Joonyah.


So? Go on now, say it, just say it!!!        I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!!



                            Good.

I don't expect you to. Not anymore.




                                                                {love you}