You Never Did Love Me.

I thought that you could love me
And I had wanted to believe
Now I know you’re just a liar
I was so stupid and naïve
My heart’s rushing down the toilet
So much faster than I can see
But I guess I get what I deserve
For thinking you loved me

I’m a moron and an idiot
Imagining that you cared
I wish I could be angry
But I’m only hurt and scared
I don’t wanna be alone again
I’m afraid of what I might do
Yet here I am, still being me
I’m still in love with you

I promised you eternity
And you just shot me down
Yea, I guess you’re like the others
Just sick of having me around
Suppose I should be used to pain
Cuz it’s all that I live for
You trampled right on over me
I was just an easy score

So now I get to pay the price
Of opening up to you
The thunking of my broken heart
I thought your love was true
Stupid plans of a castle wedding
Of a career and children too
And the only thoughts that fill my mind
Are my memories of you

I wish that you and I could last
But I guess it’s just a dream
The agony you caused, it hurts so much
I wanna give up and scream
I’ll try to be so much like you
And then maybe you can see
That all this time I really cared
But you never did love me