Here I am sitting again, thinking of stuff, big and thin
And here you are, in my dreams, waving back, smiling at me.
Such a simple small embrace, warmth dancing with just a taste.
And promised terms I can hear ringing thru my shaking sheers,
Your name falls off my lips, and I reach up just for a kiss,
Love emanates off your skin, startled at how simple it is.
No struggle, no bitching, no arguing, not there.
Simply in my arms, delight etched in autumn air.
You who I thought would by no means even become,
Something important, so young, drawn to something wrong.
And at this moment the bounce begins with a simple beat,
And I can feel your breath begin to overheat.
Protection I feel, so very wrong in your skin.
So used to your simple, loving heart within.
How do I taste something so ironically rare?
Something so gentle, I can barely feel its there.
Caring so timid, so quiet with joy.
Something I missed, every day so tough and so coy.
How Do I tell you, it was me in your arms?
Hugging you as if it could never last too long.
Friction I swear, has to be your profession,
Cause when your with me, your bites a new obsession.
Not a possession no, - you - are never to be claimed.
Your heart never tarnished, ruined, or de-maimed.
Forever to roam freely, into the world you must.
Free from sabotage and guilt, ruining as it must.
Your heart shall ever wonder, what could happen if only willed,
How would our hearts dance, if only given the spill?
How would they consort, if they met on their own terms?
Dancing down the sidewalks, erasing all our burns.
Left like distaste, as we were cast down from our loves,
Left to rot in the snow without proper protection gloves.
You wonder how I see the word, and hate is part of sight.
Every night I look at you though, and see I lose the fight.
For being by your side, though I’m not physically around.
Has turned my face into a shadow, until you can be found.
Wondering what your name is, my ipod cast aside.
I place the head phones in my ears, and give the world a sigh.
