Changed

He let alcohol consume him.
Drank until he had no clue.
Who he was, or where he was.
His beliefs went down the toilet.
So close we got, yet so far away.
He was no longer kind, or caring.
So much anger bottled deep away.
He had to take it out somewhere.
I loved him with everything.
Everything I had in me.
He drank until he had no clue.
No clue he'd said I love you.
He was once everything I ever wanted.
Plus more.
Yet he became everything I ever feared.
When asked, I say yes Taylor was good.
Amazing. Great. Incredible.
What's kept secret with only a few,
He let alcohol consume him.
He turned horrible.
Terrifying. Misery.
That side he showed to the one he loved the most.
Watching helpless...
I couldn't do a thing.
Except watch him throw it all away.
Through deceit, disloyalty, abuse, and anger...

He threw it all away.

He tossed himself away.

He let alcohol consume him.