Into My Past

And I'm not going to lie when I say this,
I miss the friendship we once had.
I don't know who you are anymore;
all my precious memories of you have faded into the past.

I miss the walking down the halls together,
just talking about your day.
I miss just being able to call you up and talk,
even if there's nothing important to say.

And I'm not going to lie when I say this,
I miss the friendship we once had.
I don't know who you are anymore;
all my precious memories of you have faded into the past.

I miss the pushing and shoving and teasing;
the endless drives around my town.
I miss the spark that was in your eyes
- I don't like your new frown.

And I'm not going to lie when I say this,
I miss the friendship we once had.
I don't know who you are anymore;
all my precious memories of you have faded into the past.

I miss the inspirational talks with you,
and being able to tell you anything.
Now I worry about what I say,
I never know if you'll judge me.

And I'm not going to lie when I say this,
I miss the friendship we once had.
I don't know who you are anymore;
all my precious memories of you have faded into the past.

But most of all I just miss you;
you sweatshirts, hugs, and laugh.
Everything about you,
is fading into the distant past.

And I'm not going to lie when I say this,
I'm beginning to forget your face.
I don't know who you are anymore;
from my memory you will be erased.

Sometimes when I close my eyes,
my very first thought is you.
But then I don't remember your face,
and then I realize that we're through.

And I'm not going to lie when I say this,
I'm beginning to forget your face.
I don't know who you are anymore;
from my memory you will be erased.

And sometimes when I listen closely,
I'll hear all the things you've said.
But then I don't remember how your voice sounds,
and inside I feel so empty; so dead.

And I'm not going to lie when I say this,
I'm beginning to forget your face.
I don't know who you are anymore;
from my memory you will be erased.

And sometimes when I'm too cold,
I'll feel a rush of heat fly past me.
But then I can't remember your hoodies,
and I realize that this wasn't meant to be.

And I'm not going to lie when I say this,
I'm beginning to forget your face.
I don't know who you are anymore;
from my memory you will be erased.

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And I'm not going to lie when I say this,
I'm irrevocably in love with you.
But you're slipping away ever so slowly,
I don't know what I can do.
And I'm not going to lie when I say this,
but I don't think our friendship could've last.
So I'm going to let this process continue
- and let you fade into my foggy, dreary past.