It was laid down
The blades and pain
Forever behind
Never again
It would get better
No need for the shame
No reason to cut
No longer my blame
But no longer am strong
But weak and ill
Mind riddled in torment
An urge there is still
The blade offers hope
To take off the chill
Drown out the sorrow
Replace it with thrill
Darkened little secret
Scared to say loud
Not shamed of admittance
But scared of the crowd
Eyes lit with hunger
From braking the vowed
And inside i know it
I don’t feel more proud
This addiction of mine
To make it all numb
To take off my sadness
I hate feeling glum
And the way that I know it
I know that it’s dumb
But this blade I need it
I’m just human scum
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awwwwwwww
Claire, you are precious to me and certainly not worthless. I miss you lots, Daddy
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thank you for reading
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