I Died

Not knowing how it happened or where I was
Floating through a thin space like a crack in the wall
A wall so solid in it's beliefs, so potent in it's ideals
And I slipped though this space like a crack
To find renaissance in death

Drifting, I ponder as the colors leave my irises
What got me here to this purgatorial abyss
Going through this shallow life, I found nothing mattered
Love, Happiness, Philosophy, all just human guesses
Society always categorizes things that they do not understand
Maybe here, I will find peace and truth

Like a girl with a new toy, the world loved me once
Holding me by your bosom ever so dearly, so innocent it makes me sick
I would love to vomit back everything you made me believe
Regurgitate the shit you threw at me and forced me to eat
Bleed out the false pretenses that there was ever something better
Rebirth is nigh

I shall awaken more glorious than the heavens
Wiser than any philosopher can fathom
Shatter every belief like stained glass in a cathedral

Until then,
I float through this thin space like a crack in the wall