PS, I'm sorry

Dear ______,
The moonlight seems strangely alive,
As my final hours slip silently away,
I just want you to know that I tried,
But I must go, and I'm sorry that you will pay.

Please forgive me
For not saying good-bye,
But I have to be free,
And i couldn't stand to see you cry.

I hate myself for lying to you,
And I wish I could have said,
You deserved to know the truth,
To know what goes on in my head.

I'm sorry I didn't tell,
I'm sorry that I was never around,
I'm sorry I'm going to hell,
And I'm sorry I'll never be found.

With love, ______ XOXO

PS, I'm sorry