Stop!

I am at a loss of words.
My heart just hurts.
I want the pain to stop!
But... alas, I cannot.
Pardon me, for having a weak heart!
Nothing I say is right in YOUR eyes.
I just want this pain to subside.
Pardon me, for my wretched tears!

I put a mask on for you to see.
My tears so hard to fight.
I want the tears to stop!
But... alas, I cannot.
Pardon me, for having emotions!
Nothing I do is right in YOUR eyes.
I am only human.
Pardon me, for my sensitivity!

I am at a great loss
I have lost friends,
I thought were true!
I am missing something precious
I am missing my friends.
I am missing you!

Pardon me, for being me!
Never enough for YOU.
I want this tension to stop!
Pardon me, for caring!
Never needed by YOU.
I want, no, I need
I need YOU.
Pardon me, for loving...
Pardon me,
Pardon me, for loving YOU.



~♥~
©Kevauna
7/7-2009