How Much It Hurt

The way I believed you when you said that you really loved me.
But you broke your promise, which pushed me away.
The only thing that brought me back,
Was that you begged for me to stay.
But what you didn't know, was how much it hurt.
You kissed another girl and promised you wouldn't,
Now I'm stuck on what to do.
I told you I could get over it but I really couldn't.
I have put all my trust and love in you.
I have told you things that have hurt me in the past.
I forgave you for doing that and moved from it.
We was to get back together and make it last.
But then something weird happened.
You pretended to kiss the same girl.
I stayed up that whole night,
with nothing on my shoulder but the world.
It still hurts and you say I should not have gotten mad,
For something that you pretended to do.
But now you have made it even harder for me to say...
I Love You.