Do You Feel The Pressure Now?

Whenever we talk,
I feel like I'm floating on a cloud;
a cloud so high, I feel I won't come down.
On what occasion we hug,
my skin tingles with your caress;
a touch that only you can give that feeling.
Whereas we kiss,
an one-of-a-kind electric charge flows through me;
a charge with a blue, hot flame.


But when I am struck at,
a deep, throbbing pain beats from my poor heart;
a heart so used to abuse and ache.
Can it really be the same person?;
the same person that kisses and hugs me?
You cause a lashing pain, then you fade into the shadows,
pleased at what you've done.
Why?
Why do you act like this?
It pains me so much,
but I can't leave you.
You know everything about me,
physically, and mentally.
I love you so much,
but even if I tried to leave you,
I would be beaten so thoroughly, so harshly.

So this is my daily life,
being in love,
then fallen in my own hell of agony,
with my heart bleeding with no repair.

Won't someone come along and rescue me?