What's A Girl Meant to Do?

Forever I assumed that the world had no place for me....

The only way I could exist was to not be

It didn't matter that you told me I was important

And that what I said had a place

I just couldn't see what you meant even when I looked in your face...

To put it plainly, of late I've felt of no importance

I would blame it on you....I could

But I know it is my own fault

Because I do it to myself

And even though I long to hear you voice just once more

I know the minute I do it will only make my heart sore

I know they say you can't help who you fall for

But I had no idea that only two months after we met

You would be the one

The one I think of so much of every minute of every day

I wonder if you think of me the same way....

Even if you do you will never tell me

It is a game you play just to see if I will play along with you

I do....

I can't help but to play along....any conversation with you

Is something I cannot refuse

No matter how much I will lose

Why won't you just tell me

Are you as worried as I am that it might actually turn into more?

If only things were different we could be more

But I'm afraid we cannot be that

It is only of time though.....