Day in life of a boarderline

Waking up
Not wanting to get up
Somebody pull me up
Push me through the day

Get ready
Brush hair Brush teeth
Do make up put earrings in
Get dressed leave

Feeling pretty
Feeling happy
Holding back everything
Hiding behind my mask

Eyes turning pitch black
Hair going in face
Back off before i attack
Someone see this isn't me

Somebody help me face this
Show me this isn't the real me
Somebody out there
Help me get rid of this

I want to scream
Just because of one thing
Im caged inside myself
I can't control myself

Someone out there
Show me how to control this
Somebody out there
Help me get rid of this

Somebody tame this animal
This animal inside of me
Im caged inside screaming
Trying to get out

Someone out there
Show me how to find the way out
Somebody out there
Help me get rid of this

Why can't i get out
Someone protect me
Someone save me
Get me through this nightmare

Somebody Tame this animal
I scream
I shout
Then im happy

Then i cry
Then im hyper
IM SICK OF THIS
HELP ME OUT OF THIS NIGHTMARE

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Day in life of a boarderline