All About Moi!

:: - In-Depth/Personal - ::
1. If your emotional state could be summed up in one word, what would it be?
Fluctuating

2. What about your attitude to life?
Laidback

3. Can you remember how you felt 5 years ago, not what you did?
I can't remember how I felt 5 days ago...

4. What do you think the world will be like in 50 years time?
500 years? 5,000?
The same as this, maybe warmer. It tends to go in loops.

5. Do you believe that we have a soul? What does it consist of?
Yes, it's the entity within us that gives our lives meaning, makes our brains tick, and governs how we percieve the world around us. It is our innermost core, the most important part of us, with it we are able to love and live. Without it we are mere empty shells, drifting through a void.

6. Either way, what colour would your soul be? Why?
I think mine would change a lot to suit my current emotional state... i'd be lieka  walking mood ring!

7. What about your brain? (I don't mean literally)?
Nope, no good, I cannot imagine it to be anything but pink and squishy.

8. What about heart (again, not literal)?
Transparent. My heart is always ready to have new things painted onto it.

9. What job would you NEVER consider doing?
Sewage System Repair

10. Does other peoples opinions on you matter to you?
Some do, some don't.. it depends on who you are, and how highly I value your opinion.

11. What about on things not relating to you in any way?
We all have opinions on those things, it's all speculations. Take it al with a pinch of salt...at the end of the day it's none of my business.

12. 3 people are in a fire. One very old, one middle aged, one very young. --
Elderly injured most with a broken back and neck, bleeding a lot, second middle aged has twisted his spine and is burnt quite badly, last the child is mildly to moderately burnt, around 5 years old. Who do you save?
The child. being a mother, the child automatically looks like my daughter. No contest in that scenario I'm araid.

13. Was that a cruel question to ask, or just part of life we could face?
We have the ability to face everything life throws at us and walk through it, it's all a mater of perspective.

14. Does your mind work with pictures, words or sounds?
All three, I have a severely overactive imagination, so much so that sometimes they appear outside my head.

15. What is a compliment others give you, you just can't accept?
'You're beautiful'

16. What about an insult that people give you, you just can't accept?
I can accept pretty much all insults I think.

17. If you could only do one, would you rather get married or have kids?
have kids

18. If you had to be a teacher, what age group and what subject would you teach
I'd tech mentally disabled children, class 2 age. They have so much life!

19. What kind of accent do you find attractive?
Australian

20. Do animals and children seem drawn to you, or avoid you?
Drawn.. must be my childlike magnetism.

:: - Just Wondering/Random - ::
1. Do you sleep on your left or right side, on your back or on your stomach?
Sprawled, I moe a lot.. usually start on my right though.

2. What colour is your television remote?
White

3. What size feet/shoe are you?
9

4. Do you act more masculine or feminine?
more tomboyish

5. Can you remember all your aunts, uncles and cousins names?
I think so

6. Do you watch Smallville?  Do you like it? If so, character faves?
I used to, used to love it. Had a crush on clark... also had one on Lex. Wanted to be Lana, meh... I loved all the characters, the show wouldn't becomplete without them.

7. A fan of
Harry Potter? Yes
How about Twilight? Not read it yet
Lord of the Rings, even? Yes
8. Do you like 'x's in peoples usernames, or is it annoying? I don't think anything of it
9. Can you use html, javascript and encoding? No
10. Are you more scientific or artistic? In what ways?
Artistic, in creative ways.. musically and scribbly

11. Are you more emotional or logical? In what ways?
I think i have it pretty well balanced most teh time.

12. What's your favourite Shakespearian play?
Macbeth

13. How do you deal with anger?
Scream into a pillow, cry, throw soft things about.. pummel a cushion


:: - Love - ::
1. Do you get jealous of seeing all your friends with their partners?
No

2. Do you know the difference between love and lust?
most of the time... it's a fine line.. Ivry rarely feel either though, so im safe

3. What is the sweetest thing someones ever done for you?
Took me on a date, and acted like a proper gentleman the entire time.

4. Are you a romantic person? Is your partner?
No partner.. i like to think im rmoantic... i think im more a walking mass of  complications and contradictions at the moment.

5. Do you go for sexy or smart in a relationship?
You mean I can't have both? Smart.

6. Should they be more, about the same or less intelligent than you?
Doesn't matter, we'll learn things from each other anyway, and as long as they can hold a decent conversation I'm happy.

7. How about good looking?
Well it would definitely be helpful if i were attracted to them.

8. Would you date someone of different race than you?  Yes
How about different religious views? Yes
Or different political views? Yes

9. Is love more spiritiual, emotional or physical?
It's a balance of the three, it wouldn't work any other way.

10. Is there anyone you would risk your life for, just to save theirs? Who?
Yes. My baby girl.

A little fun game, if you want to do a lil extra for smarts sake D
Name an animal that begins with Z? Zebra
Name a book that begins with Y? Yellow Rose
Name a catchphrase that starts with a X? Xavier Cross (pirate's Arrrrr!) hehe those were the days!
Name a drink that begins with W? Water
Name a think to eat that begins with V? Vegetables
Name a fragrance that begins with U? Umbrellas (they have their own smell)
Name a game that begins with T? Top Trumps
Name a horror film that begins with S? Sixth Sense
Name an italian that begins with R? Rodrigo
Name a journey you'd take that begins with Q? Quintuple coast visit.
Name a Killer that begins with P? Pedro the killer
Name a Lyric that begins with O? Oo ah, just a little bit.
Name a Movie that begins with N? Nymph
Name a girls Name that begins with M? Melissa
Name an Order that begins with L? Let me go.. NOW!
Name a President that begins with K? Kennedy
Name a Question that begins with J? Joking aside, whata re your thoughts on lemmings?
Name a Resturaunt that begins with I? Indian Takeaway
Name a State that begins with H? Houston (or is that a place.. I'm not american)
Name a Town that begins with G? Great Yarmouth
Name an Underwater creature that begins with F? Fish
Name a Virtue that begins with E? Enigmaticness.. or Empathy
Name a Western film that begins with D? Down on the Ranch
Name a X Rated movie that begins with C? *censored*
Name a once a Year activity that begins with B? Birthday
Name a Zodiac Sign than begins with A? Aries
Name a cosmetic item that begins with A? A mascara
Name a city that begins with F? Felixtowe
Name an artist that begins with P? Philip
Name a scent that begins with L? Lily
Name a creature that begins with H? Horse
Name a response to a question that starts with S? Sometimes
Name an insult that begins with P? Prat
Name a kitchen item that begins with J? Jellyspoon
Name 6 things that are in the room you're in right now?  computer, wardrobe, Tv, bed,lamp, radio.
Name 3 emotions you feel right now? Nostalgic, sad, scared
Name the last 4 things you drunk? blackberry squash, orange squash, coke, water.
Name the last 3 things you ate? prawn + avacado sandwich, crisps, sausage roll
Name the first thing you did this morning? opened my eyes
Name the last person who text your phone? roberta
Name the oldest CD you have in your collection? no idea, haven't looked for a while.
Name the last song that made you laugh? The Ultimate Showdown
Name the last song that made you cry? Hand Me Down
Name the instrument you always wanted to play as a child? Can't remember
Name your lucky number? 7
Name your most treasured possession? guitar
Name your favourite childhood book? what a ess or fox in socks.. also loved the fairy songs

:: - Religion/Spirituality - ::
1. Do you accept other peoples religions? yes
2. Is there anything you refuse to believe, no matter what?
I refuse o believe that I should give up my daughter for adoption so she can have a 'proper' family. A single mother can give just as much (sometimes more) love than 2.
3. What is your God or higher being called?  Bob.
4. How do you imagine they look or manifest themselves? like a lemming. No.. person really.
5. Do you think that hating others of another religion is justified? No.
6. Is there any religion you are completely against? Why? I'm not knowledgeable enough n that subject to be in a hating position.. im annoyed with the mormons at the moment though.. not in a hatey way,.. just begrudging the daughter thing.
7. Does your religion have a sacred book? If so, what is it called? ook of Mormon.. idont read it anymore thugh.
8. Do you believe in Karma? yes the krma sutra .. no seriusly, ye.
9. Do you believe in Chakkra's? If so, how are yours? no idea hat that is
10. What about auras, what colour and conditions is yours in? i believe, i can see them anymore though
11. Do you believe in:: (x) the ones you believe in
ghosts? x
Aliens? x
Demons? x
Angels? x
Other dimensions? x
Alternate universes? x
Everything happens for a reason? x
12. Do you believe in Heaven and Hell? x
13. Describe what you think hell looks like? your worst nightmares
14. Describe what you think heaven looks like? your best memories
15. Is lying a sin, or just human nature? both
16. Which one of the seven deadlies are you most likely to commit or represent? Why?
Erm... no idea.. im not greedy, or lustful, i used to be exceedingly lazy but im not anymkore// i cant remember the others. is forgetfulness one? maybe we should make it one.
17. What about the seven virtues? Which is your best side? Why? there are seven virtues?? what are they?
18. More do you believes... more (x)s
Do you believe in palm reading? x
How about astrology? x
The Angel of Death? x
Dreams have a meaning? x
That this survey will never end?

:: - Shame/Secrets - ::
1. What have you done that you will never forgive yourself for? I let sarah run off the roof and didnt do anything. I could have reached out, but i didnt.
2. What about something you've done that someone else wont forgive you for? another sarah. he used to ring me a lot, whenever she was down. One time my phone was off, so i didnt get her message. I rang back the next day and her mother answered saying she was dead. I was blamed for it because I didn care enough to answer my phone, i could have saved her life. I wasnt even allowed to her funeral.

3. Are you ashamed of your past? Would you change it if you could? Nothing, i am ashamed of things ive done, but they have led me to be the person i ma today with the most perfeclittle girl in the world. I wouldnt risk losing that.
4. Do you do a lot of things you perceive as 'wrong'? not really
5.Do you take responsibility for your mistakes/wrondoings and say sorry? Or allow others to take the blame/blame others yourself?  I apoloise
6. Would call yourself an 'honest' person? yes
7. How about moral? i hope so
8. How selfless are you, honestly? prety! im always willing to give my time to anyone ho has need of it... lily comes first though.
9. Are you afraid of your future? no
10. Are you afraid of your past? yes
11. Do you find it hard to forgive yourself and others?myself, yes. others, no