[ There’s a little spot ]

There’s a little spot
Right there on my heart
Where it’s a little warm
And that’s just the start

It grows a little bigger
Every single day
Despite the rest of my heart
Can’t seem to be that way

You see my heart is cold
Icy to the touch
Except that little spot
Though it’s not much

I don’t know what’s the matter
Am I going to die?
Because I know it’s not possible
Ever since that boy lied

It may dampen
Shrinking just a little
But it never goes away
Because the fire stays kindled

Though most of my heart is cold
The spot says it’s time
I can give that piece out
Despite that boy’s crime

Even though it beats fleetingly
Scared to fly away
“Be careful with me” it says
“I don’t want to end up the same way!”

I hold that spot lovingly
Debating its fate
To give it or to keep it
Though, I’m sure it’s too late

You see it’s made up its mind
It’s going to leave
And if it fails
I’m forced to grieve

At another attempt
That went horribly wrong
Because no matter the beginning
It always goes wrong

It loves the quiet boy
The one who’s just like me
Scarred under the clothes
Though you can’t see

But the tendrils hold on
Because I still love the boy
Even though he used my heart
As his cruel play toy

But they’re snapping one by one
Trying to get free
Because that scarred boy
Has grown on me

He’s got that spot
And it belongs just to him
Though the chances of good
Are very very slim

So I squeeze a little tighter
Smothering the spot
But it grows still more
It’s not going to stop

It’s torn
Torn right in two
For the boy who killed me
And the one who’s so new

How do I love a murderer?
I can’t be sure
How do I love someone
Even though we never were?

But it won’t go away
It never will
Because that new boy
He’s out to kill

And I’m the next victim
Waiting in line
I just hope
It doesn’t end in pain this time

As I realize this now
My fate is sealed
My heart has just jumped
Closing the deal

I don’t want this to happen
The end I don’t know
All I can do now
Is sit back and watch the show.