Baby

Baby, I’m tired of trying to make this better;
You do nothing to show that you care.
It’s like I’m fighting this on my own;
As if you don’t want to be there.
This isn’t about what happened in the past,
Or where we’re coming from.
It’s about what has happened to us now;
And what there is to come.
I’ve been there since the beginning,
I gave you all you could ask.
But now you’ve thrown it all away,
And put it into the distant past.
All I was trying to do was save this;
Save us; and what there could be.
But now I see that you don’t want me to,
You don’t want to be there for me.
I don’t understand how it became like that,
I swear I did nothing wrong.
Maybe you were just getting tired;
Maybe this was coming all along.
I don’t know how to get over this,
I’m trying my hardest; it’s true.
It’s just that it’s getting harder and harder,
To picture my life without you.
I’ve told myself to get over it,
Told myself it’s time to move on.
But I’m afraid that you’re a part of me now;
I think I held on for too long.
It wasn’t supposed to be like this,
I’m not this kind of girl.
If I knew that this is how I would end up,
I wouldn’t have let you into my world.
I’m sick and tired of feeling this way;
Sick and tired of the pain.
I’m sick and tired of thinking of you;
From that there is nothing to gain.
So I’m going to remove you out my life.
And yes, this time it’s for good.
It’s the only way that I’ll end this chapter;
And finally get over you.

Baby, take two steps back now,
And look at all the hurt you gave.
I hope you look back on it all,
And realize that you put me in pain.
You’ve done me all kinds of wrong, kid.
But I can’t put the blame on you.
I chose to put you in my life;
I suppose I was the fool.
But what is done is done forever more,
There’s nothing else to say.
You can’t have your cake and eat it too;
Life won’t always go your way.
There’s nothing that can happen now,
All the pain has settled in.
Don’t call; don’t write; don’t apologize.
Baby, we’re no longer friends.