Hey !@#$%^
your name rings like a bell
that no one could sell
unlike the perfume of the same name
you're not lame
you're actually kinda cool
not a stupid tool
like so many other girl in my life
you're not full of hatred ans strife
making me cut with this knife
so deep to let the blood
seep out onto my tongue
down into my lung
writing a song never sung
you're really kinda cute
don't know if you take bong hoot
or smoke a joint
I'd never ask you to snort a point
you're a really good friend
nothing more for sure
I wouldn't mind being a friend
of your friend &@#@ but meh
she be haten as of laten
actin like I be satin
I wish I could get to know her better
with each letter of this song
and each puff of the bong
is it so wrong for me to like her the way I do
even more than I did *!@
when I wanted to be apart of her crew
but these feelings feel so true
they feel so new
kinda like the strike of the 3rd rike
not even Cerberus could stop me
now I feel like I found
what I've been looking for
not just some dirty whore
that I'll soon bee showing the door
and saying have a good day to
hookin by the bay
there's somthing about this girl
that makes me wanna know more
loosin her would hurt more than going back to all the crime
hurt more than going to jail without bail
hurt more than now being able to ryme anymore
my life isn't for sale
not to kale, Tim, or anybody
they should watch there sins
not just gettin high from that bloody bin
no one will miss me when I die
soul flying through the sky
probably un remembered by everyone
I was close to not even *!@ and her crew
even if they do they'll be happy
now all I wanna do is cut so deep
let the blood flow to the floor
as I get paler and paler
as the floor gets redder and redder
no one will cry when I die
not just cuz I don't want them to
but because they don't care
I'm nothing but a big, ugly, cuddly teddy bear
that no one will ever love
so free a dove trapped in this glove
now I'm dead hope your happy
don't get all sappy
or even feel crappy
know I've gone to a better place
where no one cares about race
there wont be any trace of me on earth
sept with those who's life I've touched
so now I will not lie
this is but goodbye
I will RIP soon enough
don't give me any guff
good fucking bye
Author notes
not everything is as they seem this is NOT a suicide note
