i remember

everything still plays over and over again
all the shit ive been threw eats at my soul like acid eats away skin
i act like lil miss happy
inside im lil miss dead
night mares crawl threw my mind late at night
like shadows under my bedroom door
i remember so clearly how daddy use to be
those bruises on my fragile baby body
i remember my moms pathetic excuses
she closed her ears to my crys and turned her head when she saw the purple on my skin
i know daddys better now but memories never fade
i remember those days at the tree
and all are tears and pain that fallowed after
i remember those days locked in that car
those lil bribes hed tell me about
as if i were a dog getting rewarded for a good trick
i remeber all this
theyll all made me feel so dirty
as if i were a lil toy ready to get played with
i remember........................i remember