Lost

Second guessing hidden blessings,
Fire away with apathy.
Can't stand still for lack of fear,
The last laugh's had by me.

So lost within ideals,
The chance to have it all.
Don't stand for this or wish for that,
Don't let another fall.

Damien's fight within his mind,
His subtle hungry lust
Travels quickly to and fro,
And isn't one to trust.

One more time, fire away,
Act as if it's fine.
Another pack of sticks burned down,
A joker's sweet demise.