I crawl in beside you
rest against your back
a silent tear falls
and the demons attack
"he doesn't love you
he never will"
I shiver-
with a sudden chill
tossing and turning
all through the night
with questions
that fill my soul with fright
Every battle
turns to war
but every I love you
has me wanting more
I should have known
this torture would come
I should I have known
to just stay numb
how could I be so STUPID
to let someone in
to let someone take my heart
to only separate it again
all my wounds where healed
my heart did not ache
now I am forced to smile
God, I'm such a fake!
No one knows I'm dying inside
What did you think
Comments
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Fantastic!
This is an awesome write and I can totally relate - thanks for sharing : )

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wow this is so deep! I am so sorry you are feeling so broken hearted! Amazing write, sometimes those broken emotions develope amazing poetry. And you nailed it here. Keep writing




