Where Have You Been, My Love

Where have you been, I really need to talk.
To start things off, I feel like I can't walk.
That I'm trapped in a dark depression.
And theres no chance of a repression
of good feelings to come.
And I need you to know that you're the one.
The one I want to tell everything.
The one that could ask anything.
And when I see your smile,
my heart beats faster for a while.
Then it slows down, and back comes the pain.
To stick to me like glue once again.
Right now, I'm in a living hell.
And you're the only one I can tell.
But I don't think you fully comprehend.
Just dow much you mean to me in the end.
I don't think you know all the words I want to say.
But just for you, I'll start to tell you anyways.
I want to tell you everything about me.
I want to show you the best that I can be.
I would change anything if it made you smile.
And I love to talk to you, even for just a little while.
For you I would do anything.
For you I would do everything.
I would take a bullet for you.
Even just to show you what I would do.
Because you mean so much to me and my life.
You're the only thing that can stop me from the knife.
And I don't care what they all say.
And I could stare at you all day.
You mean more than my heart.
All these things are just the start.
I would give you anything you need.
For you I would bleed.
I would give you anything you desire.
For you I would walk into a fire.
In any situation youd be the first one I'd save.
And I'll mean this for the rest of my days.
I've had dreams about you.
I've thought about you every mintue of all this shit I'm going through.
I know I can be really dense.
And I don't even know if I'm making any sense.
But I don't fucking care.
As long as you will always be there.
Be there to help me with my problems.
And be there just to help me solve them.
You're the only one I think about.
You're the only one I care about.
I feel like you're my angel.
And you've watched me as I've fell.
But you picked me up again.
And removed me from the pain.
But I don't stay removed for too long.
Only to sing another depressing song.
And this is just the start.
The start of what's bottled up in my heart