Have Mercy (Sonnet 2 of When You Were Mine)

I struggle with an unrequited heart
and find it hard to look your way. But when
I think that we might always stay apart
I find it harder to resist you then.

Your beauty sometimes rends me into pain.
I try to hide the tears your nearness brings.
Though once that mood has past I feel again
your shining light for whom my soul then sings.

I lay myself upon your mercy, dear.
I know your gentle nature and how kind
you treat me when I say I want you near.
Might you consider “us” within your mind?

What’s in your heart? Please let me have a peek—
you know I have the qualities you seek.