just a like a star.

aanika,

it actually has taken me sixteen trys to think of something anything, and i still dont know what i need to voice or say to you about me, or anything.

to be honest, i think your poetry, is something that is remarkable and irreplaceable and i think you've brought me to tears, to realization, you've made me feel things billions of times. i use to be on cloud 9, alot. like i use to be so wrapped up in guys and living perfect and having that special lifetime with that special someone. and you have always brought me back down to earth, even when i couldn't fathom the fact that my world was left in shambles. it use to be that the first thing i would do when i got home from school and get on here and just check to see if you have written anything, something to just take my breath away, and you have never failed.

now, i'm 17 and all that special someone business isn't even my mindset anymore. it took me about eleven months to find someone, even if he is intangible till christmas that sees me for who i am. i feel human with him, and my heart i can feel it rebuilding itself again, and what's so amazing is that he makes me at a loss for words. he gets me tongue tied, he makes me just... he just makes me. 

your poems have spoke of heartbreak, and rebuilding and just things that had to have happened to you, and i know from experience that it's so hard to be hurt by anything and everything how no matter how many people or guys tell you you're beautiful you can feel, ugly and used and just awful, but i know it's just one of those things that can make or break you. and your expereinces have made you into this beautiful young poet, and i hope that you use it to your advantage. you've got a future paved out for you, i know it, i can feel, you've just got to be ready to walk the path.


love,
dani