i try to hold my head up high
but then rain pours from the sky
i tell my self i will be okay
but it just gets worse each and every day
i want to keep sane
but it feels that there is too much endless pain
there are no doors opening
its just continuous closing
i want to be able to flash a real smile
or just laugh for a short while
i pray
but the pain continues to stay
i need a hand to take me through
but it seems from everyone i have withdrew
