Another night Alone

Darkness engulfs me,
and nothing can be seen...
excepting the one who haunts
every nightmare, every thought...
every waking breath,

[I'm forced to breathe him in]

Castastrophic Dynamics infused
with his sinister grin.

[Who knew he was so Godamn strong?]

and in the light that comes from his body,
he whispers "Follow me"

Every bone in my body hungers for the light again,
and every pore wants to feel alive.

[I had to get out of the Darkness]

But who knew i had a conscience?
I told him no...
went the other way.
But of course, like every other night,
he's everything i wish i could be.

Faster

Stronger

Harsher

Braver

Deadlier

He reaches me

[The way out was so damn close!]

Pulls me in, without my permission
I tried to push him away
but my hands went right through his body

[Why could I not escape?]

Suddenly the lights are on!
and I am in a theatre,
and the bastard has an audience.
Screaming
Howling
Cheering him on.

In the midst of the crowd, my parents are there
doing the same.
Cheering the insane man on.
And nothing is compared to this.
Nothing.

Pain

Blood

Thats all that I see.
Nothing more to live for,
nothing to look forward to.
My father takes the stage,
and in an announcer's voice "End it"
and he hands me a pistol.

In the midst of madness I found a solace,
and pulled the trigger.

[I awoke then]

I was in my bed,
I was alive,
but I was forced to face another night alone.