Though!!!!!!!!!!..........

I tried to paint my heart, i coul'nt;
I wanted to script my thoughts, my pen would'nt..
My heart ached and my eyes bled;
Though not even a single tear did i shed..

My hand did rise to hold you, became a branch to birds;
My mouth opened to address you, but ran out of words...
My rigid face tried to display my agony and dismay;
Though i had to portray myself all happy and gay...

My feet did move to follow you, but my knees gave away;
Never felt as crippled as the time i could'nt have you stay...
And as i see days dawning, my heart frowns;
Though the world will only know my glory and crowns...

As my brain and body do respond to my daily chores,
And i lie awake while the whole world snores..
I find myself a coward unable to express my love to you,
Though the world takes me as the "Brave Girl" here too...

Grievity of my condotion no one will ever know,
The one man i ever loved is the one i'll have to let go...
But i'll run far away and lead a life too;
Though i'll never stop anyway to love you....