I crumble behind a fragile smile
a smile that isn't exactly fake,
a smile that wants to be there
it wants to have a home on my
face, never to become a frown.
But this smile is so unstable and
yet it is more stable than a normal
smile, that can collapse at any time
this one can too, but it's less likely
there would be no shock in sorrow.
I crumble behind a fragile smile
Hoping no one will notice my pain
Realizing how insane this really is
hiding myself falling into pieces
shards of glass reflecting emotion
These shards want to come out
but I won't let them fall from me
I won't let my smile fade away and
disappoint or hurt others for my pain
I will hold it in until the day I am dead.
I love to smile and be happy, but I'm not.
Just maybe if I believe it, it will be real
and the water will stop welling up...
stop trying to get out of my crystal eyes
as I crumble behind a smile that won't end.
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Hoping no one will notice my pain
Realizing how insane this really is
hiding myself falling into pieces
shards of glass reflecting emotion
These shards want to come out
but I won't let them fall from me
I won't let my smile fade away and
disappoint or hurt others for my pain
I will hold it in until the day I am dead.
WHat a truly dark and emotional write, Bev. This is so good and powerful! Your talents are getting so much better, hon! Best wishes to you!
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Thank you so much! ^_^ I'm really pleased that I'm getting better!
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Wow... The emotion just leaps off the page and right into the soul. The sadness feels so real when reading this...
♥AllYoullNeverHave
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THANK Y0U!!!
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You can feel the teardrops welling inside the sadness of your heart ...what a beautiful write dear poet
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Thank you Antipodi
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wwow this one is a heart wrencher i felt ever word you pen so well and it touches the heart deep and hard love you and your pen
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Thank you! ^_^
*hugs*
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