alone

im sitting all alone nothing to do
but think about the crazy things i have done
many nights of bein drunk n high
not knowing what to do
trying to be me but in reality
bein drunk n high isnt me
i use to think it would take the pain away
but wen i came sober all over again
the pain would still be there
so now im free free from all the things
that was wrong for me
getting my life back
the way it should've been