Without her

Without her I feel lost, I cant find my way through the dark, because she was the light I needed... without her I feel I cant go on... she was the strength I needed.. an I know I have to open my eyes an see that she's not there... without her I feel I my heart breaking more an more each an every second. she was the reason it stayed together... without her I cant smile now... she was the reason I smiled.. an the reason I had the little star in my eyes.... an now I don’t have her an its all gone... so I have to face it... she meant so much to me..... an she doesn’t talk to me unless I talk first... an it breaks me inside an out.. all I can do is break down an cry because I love her, an she walks away just like that.... she was everything I wanted, an everything I saw myself with..
she made me so happy... an now I have to face the cold loneliness without her...
she was my reason, an now I have to be my own reason... I cant find myself without her... an deep inside I cant move on.. because she knows I wont do it..... an she knows that I cant do it without her... she was everything I needed an more.. an everyone tells me I need to move on... but its so hard, because I honestly loved her... an I know she keeps hurting me, but I’m willing to take that pain if it means that we might have another chance... I cant deal with not hearing her voice for one day, it kills me more an more if we don’t talk... she says she misses an loves me, but how come she never shows it?
    when I receive the text that says "I MISS U"  I wonder if its true, but I just reply with "I MISS U 2" because I know when I say it, I mean it.. an that’s how she knows I still care... I cant open up my eyes an see that I need to go on, even if it means without her... all though I dent want to... she's my world, an she more than just another female to me.... she's the one girl that I want to spend my life with... an she has the key to my heart.... she knows how to put that smile back on my face... I’m thinking she's gone rip it away from me again.. and again I will have to do it without her... I’ll love her till I die, an I’ll do it without just like I did before she came along.... without her