So in the end..
When it came..
Right down to it..
I wasn't ever..
Good enough..
Not for you..
And no matter..
How hard i try..
I can't stop..
Loving you..
And it hurts..
But i can't..
Face the pain..
You put me through..
You so obliviously..
ripped a hole..
in my already..
Bleeding heart..
Because in your heart.
I'm ALWAYS.
In last place.
Theres always someone.
You love more than me.
And I cant deal with that.
And because i keep wanting to tell you
"I love you more than you will ever know.
You say your looking for love.
But your blind to see me looking right at you.
And your my best friend,
but theres always someone in front of me
in your heart, and thats what hurts the most"
Because you cant see
everything
You put me through.
I cant tell you the words.
when i try,
the die in my throat.
